Since its been awhile that I've not gone to Mama's house. I thought I'd make it an effort this time to go. So I left on Fri and came back on Sun.
Wow!! It a REAL ..... REST and RELLLLLLLAAAAXXXXX all I did was to catch up on my sleep, sleep and more sleep! Offcourse I also veg infront of the telly.
We had breakfast together catch up on all the old and new news. It felt great to just bond.
I slept in the room downstairs as always, whereby the bathroom and kitchen is a stone's throw. Ha ha. But that helps though. Since my handphone was down that just means no communication!! Well, I just don't want to impose on my dad and mama. The good thing about no communication is that you don't have to think much. Nothing matters. ...
So Sunday came too soon. But a short rest was all I needed. It really felt great.
Mama took me back to LP and I stayed up watching CSI, CSI and CSI by the late night .... I went back to BR.
Oh, how I miss my princess.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Severely Stricken by Grief
Few adults ever listen to what their children have to say UNTILL its too late. Why?? Why is it soooooooo hard?? I don't get it??
You are my child so YOU MUST RESPECT ME!!
Child's reply (only under their breath) would be .... I WILL respect you because you tell me. But I'm not sincere because you MAKE ME like this ...... or something to that effect.
Sometimes the adults just hear but fail to listen and this brings about the lack of understanding their child. How can a child make the parents see their point of view?? When??
When they start disappearing?? When they start talking??
But have we ever asked ourselves why and look at our own actions?? Maybe its us and not THEM the children.
Respect is something one earns and not just being dished out because one has the rank to do so.
THAT IS THE WORSE KIND OF ALL THE BS THERE IS!!
Oh I so feel pity for you. I cry sometimes looking at the situation that you are in. You have a house but you do not have a home. That doesn't sound right. A home is your sanctuary, your paradise.
If one cannot see your view .......... how can you ever show them or make them understand??
How long can one be patient?? Everything has limits. Like a volcano about to erupt. It can only take a certain pressure. Courage you need. Courage you will have when the time approaches.
Remember dear, FEAR can ONLY keep you a prisoner. Hope can set you free. But to have hope is to find Courage.
Sometime to make a person see things YOU NEED TO BREAK THE FIRST RULE. As a last resort ONLY when one fails to listen to you. I feel sad and miserable and NO ONE can do anything if YOU don't do anything. We can only just observe and give our shoulder to cry on :((
Courage my dear .... courage. ok. Rest assured there are people around that love you and want to see the old bubbly you appear. Take care ok and remember that I'll always be here whenever you need. Though I sometimes may not be able to be physically there. .... oh well ... you know what I mean.
Love ya always.
You are my child so YOU MUST RESPECT ME!!
Child's reply (only under their breath) would be .... I WILL respect you because you tell me. But I'm not sincere because you MAKE ME like this ...... or something to that effect.
Sometimes the adults just hear but fail to listen and this brings about the lack of understanding their child. How can a child make the parents see their point of view?? When??
When they start disappearing?? When they start talking??
But have we ever asked ourselves why and look at our own actions?? Maybe its us and not THEM the children.
Respect is something one earns and not just being dished out because one has the rank to do so.
THAT IS THE WORSE KIND OF ALL THE BS THERE IS!!
Oh I so feel pity for you. I cry sometimes looking at the situation that you are in. You have a house but you do not have a home. That doesn't sound right. A home is your sanctuary, your paradise.
If one cannot see your view .......... how can you ever show them or make them understand??
How long can one be patient?? Everything has limits. Like a volcano about to erupt. It can only take a certain pressure. Courage you need. Courage you will have when the time approaches.
Remember dear, FEAR can ONLY keep you a prisoner. Hope can set you free. But to have hope is to find Courage.
Sometime to make a person see things YOU NEED TO BREAK THE FIRST RULE. As a last resort ONLY when one fails to listen to you. I feel sad and miserable and NO ONE can do anything if YOU don't do anything. We can only just observe and give our shoulder to cry on :((
Courage my dear .... courage. ok. Rest assured there are people around that love you and want to see the old bubbly you appear. Take care ok and remember that I'll always be here whenever you need. Though I sometimes may not be able to be physically there. .... oh well ... you know what I mean.
Love ya always.
Night Out with Princess
For the week that our "Ms Roberts" and her beau was not around .... we had a little bit more of peace than the usual ruckus when both were around.
One night when Hottie ain't around or rather could not make it. We played X-box. Dearest Princess had to show me all the moves. Ha ha, what else is new?? Showered and washed up and we had a late dinner. Reminisce the past and the good old days at Woodies. We were in casual shorts and t-shirts.
After dinner princess was talking about the placess she recced in the vicinity with Hottie and wanted to show it to me. Wow!! I went wild and was delighted since its been quite awhile that I've gone out with Princess. Ok so its not a "proper" outing ..... but half a loaf is better than none.
We went walked and walked to even places I never knew existed!! Actually we were searching for a place with "fairy lights", where one can sit and just enjoy the ambience. Sadly we could not find the place .... don't exactly know why. Perhaps we got lost or missed a turn or something.
Neither of us could believe the distance we walked in OUR CASUALS AT THAT!!
Oh well, it was a good day in all. We slept late after watching reruns of Lord of the Rings. I can never get sick of ever watching that!
We both prayed for more brighter tomorrows.....
One night when Hottie ain't around or rather could not make it. We played X-box. Dearest Princess had to show me all the moves. Ha ha, what else is new?? Showered and washed up and we had a late dinner. Reminisce the past and the good old days at Woodies. We were in casual shorts and t-shirts.
After dinner princess was talking about the placess she recced in the vicinity with Hottie and wanted to show it to me. Wow!! I went wild and was delighted since its been quite awhile that I've gone out with Princess. Ok so its not a "proper" outing ..... but half a loaf is better than none.
We went walked and walked to even places I never knew existed!! Actually we were searching for a place with "fairy lights", where one can sit and just enjoy the ambience. Sadly we could not find the place .... don't exactly know why. Perhaps we got lost or missed a turn or something.
Neither of us could believe the distance we walked in OUR CASUALS AT THAT!!
Oh well, it was a good day in all. We slept late after watching reruns of Lord of the Rings. I can never get sick of ever watching that!
We both prayed for more brighter tomorrows.....
Night Market Outing
One day in October if my memory serves me right .....
Waited for Luisi and the kids at mum's house. As the kids were promised rides on carousel and toy trains and such. So THEY are the ones that were looking forward to it more than US adults who were just looking forward to the array of food and snacks that they have.
Zan had a go at me for buying the kids some drinks. Hey gal, that was not necessary .... at least not in public anyways!! I may not have money to spend a whole lot but .... one or two bucks for drinks .... I think I can spare that.
We got loads of food. The kids enjoyed themselves tremendously as I video taped their funny acions and candid shots. (its on my imeem.com site)
As usual the spread of food did whet our appetite. But since it was impossible to get EVERY SINGLE one of them. We had to pick and choose. By the time e got home .... we dug in with what food we had while the kids played to their heart's content. Till one of them wail as it always happen when there is too much laughter.
Once the kids showered they each went home to their humble abode. Darian slept over at mum's with me. It was fun playing with the kids. I was missing that a great deal.
Waited for Luisi and the kids at mum's house. As the kids were promised rides on carousel and toy trains and such. So THEY are the ones that were looking forward to it more than US adults who were just looking forward to the array of food and snacks that they have.
Zan had a go at me for buying the kids some drinks. Hey gal, that was not necessary .... at least not in public anyways!! I may not have money to spend a whole lot but .... one or two bucks for drinks .... I think I can spare that.
We got loads of food. The kids enjoyed themselves tremendously as I video taped their funny acions and candid shots. (its on my imeem.com site)
As usual the spread of food did whet our appetite. But since it was impossible to get EVERY SINGLE one of them. We had to pick and choose. By the time e got home .... we dug in with what food we had while the kids played to their heart's content. Till one of them wail as it always happen when there is too much laughter.
Once the kids showered they each went home to their humble abode. Darian slept over at mum's with me. It was fun playing with the kids. I was missing that a great deal.
Time Passes By
I know I've promised to update ..... BUT :) .......... as days passes me by the dates and time have forgotten and only the memorable events stay on my mind. So do forgive me if the tales are not in order.
Those who are present would know when ....... and yet you are the SAME very ones that asked me for updates ..... apa lah u! :)
That was meant as a pun ok.
Those who are present would know when ....... and yet you are the SAME very ones that asked me for updates ..... apa lah u! :)
That was meant as a pun ok.
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