Profile: Nariman a.k.a Putri

Wherever the wind blows :), Singapore
I'm a Jack of all Trades. But a Master of None. However, my primary passion is in Teaching. I'm very expressive with my emotions .... hence ... I'm no good in a poker game :) Love all the romanticism that life can offer. Love my family, my one and ONLY. Last but not least my surrogate family my baby Princess and Chomelanggun.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Tour Guide

Today the boys were up early downing themselves with Blueberry Tea and NO breakfast!!  While Princess doll herself up. .... Finally done.  So my dear little Princess a Tour Guide for the day!!
 
When they left I had my leisurely breakfast than answer some email.  Realise that there was some leaking going on .... so I guess I'll be heading there to see that my mum don't do any further damage!!
 
I had a dream that Nic was back and all was well.  I hope my dream will come true and that I am not just cahsing rainbows.  I cried some yesterday after quite some time.  Gosh!!  How I miss him so.
 
Anyways .... let see how the day turns out ...... wish for more smiles   


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The Travellers

Being sooooo "busy" and with loads on my mind ..... I really can't keep track of the days and date. ....
 
Yesterday somewhere in the mid-afternoon I went over to Grangeford to see my niece and nephew which I have not seen for the longest time!!  When I got there Sara has not stopped talking and eagerly show me a picture of some form of building with the words "I LOve You".  She and Zack have grown soooooo much its unbelievable!!
 
I found out that the do not have a scanner which I so badly needed at that point of time.
 
So the only other place that has a scanner and is convenient to drop mum off is at Lakepoint.  My mum and her heavy bags full of pastries and groceries.  We took a cab down spent few hours there.... Manage to chat with Ace!  Was surprise to hear that he was at the Princess's lair.  Wish I was there Ace.  But I am sure there are other times.
 
SUDDENLY!!  I realised that I left my hand phone at Grangeford!!  Aaargh!!!
 
Had tuition I don't think I can be asked after travelling all that we so I postponed it till tomorrow which is today.
 
Another surprise ..... Princess's Cousin and some mates could not find ANY lodging after travelling all this way from Malaysia.  So we offered our humble abode.
 
So at the meantime IN A CAB I went from Lakepoint to Grangeford to Jurong East and finally to Woodlands!!!  Phew!  Finally!!  All because I left in a haste without checking my things.  Ha ha ha.
 
Princess and I had a good chat while waiting for our guests ... and found out that Princess's Mother Tongue is loosing touch!!  Nah, just the environment dear.  You speak ok when you are with your friends right??  It was good to have that time to chat .... from XXX ;) to ...... whatever it was AND IS .... for EVERY STEP TO FREEDOM THERE'S A RESPONSIBILITY TO YOURSELF which will and may have some effect to those you love. .... I trust you baby.
 
So the travellers had to Sardined themselves in the only den that's a spare.  Well, half a loaf is better than none.  But I guess they are pretty good at roughing things out.  They listed the places that would interest them and the "how to get there".
 
Princess and I helped them put a list of what to do and where to go for the day.
 
Princess was the last to knock out!


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parent's wish

Regardless of where you are in your family, this is something everyone needs to see and read. For some, our parents have passed. We have memories. For some, our parents are living. For some, we have children who should see and read this.
 
TURN ON YOUR SOUND!
Click on the link below.

PARENT'S WISH


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Star Card

The Star card suggests that my alter ego today is the Goddess, whose superpower for rising to the occasion lies in my innate ability for inspiration.
 
I will pursue my dreams and what makes me happy -- life's too short. I will allow time for me today. I may even get my fifteen minutes of fame by seeking recognition from others and striving to sparkle in the limelight. I am immortal!
 
Sometimes it's better to burn out than just fade away. Find your cosmic groove, and go for it!
 
Today's Card


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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Chicken Soup for the Soul

Today was a rather a slow day with the HA HA (Hana & Ayuni) playing monopoly but unfortunately they did not complete it.  My poor Princess was not well.  Having high fever and with a heavy head.
 
She took Panadol (Zerin) every 6 hourly and compressing her head with icy cold water.  She slept most of the time .... but I'm grateful that she had a good breakfast .... and dinner too.  Courtesy to my culinary skills - basically ... survival cook-in.  Ha ha.
 
Watched my all time favourite TV series C.S.I 
 
I am also soooooooooo very happy today as I manage to speak to Nic in length and expressing our inner emotions.  I can't for you to be home.  I'll welcome you at the Airport with waiting open arms :)  I just hope your allies will treat you with kind and will help you with a safe and hassle free journey home!
 
Princess and I miss you loads.  Muaaah!
 
Yaaaaaawwwwwnnnnn ......... I guess I better try and sleep otherwise I'll get up late again.  *sigh*  Travelling all the way down to Alexandra is not my idea to start the morning.  But I guess I must if I want to avoid undesirable characters.


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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Fellowship of the Rainbow!

We are all bound by the course of adventures we go through, bound by pledge that we hold dear, bound by love and friendship .....

A doctor, a merchant, a teacher, a student ....

Dr SD is working in a country where no one can be trusted. He has three young uns. Yet sacrificing most of what he has for the sake of saving one life. A life I treasure just as much as mine.
Off all the people this Merchant had to fall in the most unlikely hands. In the beginning doubt and fear clouded my mind. It was only later evidences that I thought better of the caring hands of Dr SD.
You cannot judge the entire community just because of what the community is well known for.
I manage to speak to Dr SD yesterday with a more confident voice. I just hope and pray that Dr SD is patient. I am soooooooo happy when I spoke to Nic. His voice was lound and clear a sign that he is indeed getting better. Rather than the previous weak voice relying on a respirator.


Come next week ..... I would go full swing. Hence, I need to pick up tha pace fast. Tutoring three times a week, day time job and weekends teaching at MRC.
I soooooooo am going to miss spending time with Princess. But ... I guess quality time with her I will sought badly. Nevertheless, my love for you will never die no matter what ok.
Its funny how people from different continents come to be one!


Princess TP Mates :)

Monday 25th June 2007

Today I had a few errands and I needed to pick up my pace and kick ass before 1st July. Having just few hours of sleep all my appointments nearly slipped my memory.

But I manage to buck up have a quick change and met OG at 1.30pm at Bugis. Its been ages since I've met my cousin. So we did allot of catching up. Before I left Hotty was around but he was completely knocked out also from lack of sleep.

Princess met Jazzmann and got 2 new pairs of shoes. Its very pretty sneakers and much need shoes. The privacy was welcomed by Princess which I guess she needed to have without Hotty around .... to his disappointment. (No hard feelings Hotty ok)

BTW - OG keep in touch ya and let's not wait for a year to do this k. I enjoyed our meeting. It was good to catch up.

Since I had tuition in that vicinity I paid her a visit since it was quite some time since I last saw her. Tuition went well and by the time I got back to Woodlands the TP mates was there. It was good to see the Princess distress with OTHER friends.

By the time I got up ..... Princess got breakfast for me on the table. Oooooh thanks dear. Yummy tooo! The "Ghetto" BOY left in a disguise. Hee. Hee. .... Cute. Love the sunnies ;)

Ayuni was here as well. Good to see you girl. Now - both playing Monopoly and chatting.

The Night After ....

Sunday 24th June 2007

I spoke to Jazzmann for a bit and he was polite. I was glad that we could be civil FINALLY!!

The day was slow and lazy. Its been ages since I cooked and that is what I just did!! Cooked lunch ...... Chicken in Tomato, prawns dipped in bread crumbs, creamy fishball soup and rice. Wow!! What a meal.

Princess and I watched telly ate to our hearts content. I ate and ate .... I guess I ate cause I'm stress..... as USUAL! That meal .. was not bruch nor was it high tea ... shall we say early dinner?? She and Baby Flame manage to iron things out which was great to hear.

By the time we were done it was close to 5pm. I was a little wacked out. So I slept till 10.30pm!! Princess didn't even wake me up!!

Anyways ... we both had late supper at 2am. Neither of us could sleep. Hotty and her had another row and needed to settle some issues. I watched a re-run of C.S.I Miami in Princess's room and tucked her to bed at the same time. Once she fell into deep sleep. I moved out to my room.

Before I knew it was already 7am!!

Never Judge a Book by its Cover

Saturday 23rd June 2007

Today Princess went out with her friends. It was as she had expected with all THE FANATICS around. She kept her cool. But hey ..... how much can a girl takes when being pushed to the edge!! A "LITTLE" cat doing the cat walk like it was a model's runway with eyes rolling up to the heavens. With stares directed at Princess .... what the hell was that?? You got a problem with Princess?? You can take it up with her you know. She's can be as fiesty as you @*%$!!

What aweful night it was!!

Have you not heard .... love your friends but KEEP your enemies closer?? Sometimes it may seem that one is hanging out with your very rivals THAT ver act does not necessarily mean that SHE IS ONE OF THEM! Get it.

Knowing of THE RIVAL's sources she hung out with her indirectly prodding for clues of "THE Ghetto" boys current affairs. Just to compare if there is anythning new that she is not aware off. The Rival hung out with Princess because .... I don't know ... she probably figures that she too can be Miss Popular by doing that. Who knows! So I guess you just have to take her words with a pinch of salt.

But at the same time the wind blew whispers through the Princess's ears which aches more than she can bear. She took a break and wanted to get away from it all. She cordially blew kissess and hugs and bid SOME of them a very fond farewell.

The night was ALMOST over or so she thought. When she was accidentally spotted with her friends. But THE SPOTTER fail too see the whole picture. When she got home with the Home Sweethearts it even frustrates more than ever. .... All the he said, she said, I said, ..... whoever said keeps going around. It muddles the situation even more!!

The night ended with tears and comfort from the love ones with Hotty included.



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Queen Nariman

Loads of people have mistaken for a guy's name .... well .... there are some names that are universal to both sexes.

My mum was a great fan of Queens of Egypt. My name happen to be the name of the last queen. She was born in 1934. Died in March 2005 if I'm not mistaken at the age of 72. Unfortunately I'm not as pretty as she is :)

FYI - just a short write up on the Queen.





Born on 31 October 1934 to parents of moderate means -- Hussein Fahmi Sadek Bey and Aseela Hanem -- Nariman appeared destined for a relatively average, if comfortable, life: marriage, motherhood, and the respectability afforded by a carefully- deliberated suitor of good family. A commoner, certainly by the standards of Egypt's ruling family, Nariman grew up an only child on the coast of Alexandria. Said to have been even of temperament, content with her painting, music and books, Nariman soon found an eligible young suitor. At 16 she was engaged to the perfectly respectable Dr Zaki Hashem.

It was the same age that Farouk had ascended the throne following the sudden death of his father, the somewhat brusque King Fouad. Dragged from the seclusion of high palace walls Farouk was thrust centre stage, to occupy a role that was clearly beyond his experience and, some say, his intellectual capacity.

As expected, a wife soon became part of palace entourage. On 20 January 1938 Farouk was married to Queen Farida (a princess in her own right), with whom he had three children: Fawzia, Fadia, and Ferial. The marriage ended in divorce in 1948. Cairo gossips pointed an accusing finger at the queen and whispered adultery, though her greatest crime was possibly not having provided a son and heir.

"The king vows to take a commoner as his wife," rang out the newspaper headlines the following days. "King Farouk vows to have a son from a commoner."

"It was not his intention to go out and seek a commoner for a wife," the late Adel Sabet told me before his death in 2001. Sabet, a cousin of the king, became Farouk's intermediary between the palace and the secretary-general of the Arab League during the critical years preceding and following the ruinous 1948 war in Palestine. "But the press was ruthless, with both him and later his second wife, Queen Nariman Sadek."

The king did eventually choose a wife from among the "people", a young woman not of royal lineage. Farouk is rumoured to have first spotted Nariman in a jewellery shop. And Egypt's then- dashing young king brooked no opposition to his desires. Nariman's engagement to Hashem was promptly dissolved.

Understood Language


Hi All,

I am not sure who sent the previous article as its in Tagalog. Anybody can interpret?? I think its best to write in a language we all understand.

But whoever you are .... thanks anyway. I more or less get the gist of the article.

Monday, June 25, 2007

too blessed to be stressed

Too Blessed to be Stressed


O, bakit ka na naman na-i-istress? Did you wake up on the wrong side of
the bed? Meron ka bang deadline na i-bi-beat ngayong araw na ito? It's
important to understand stress before we can effectively manage it kaya
Stress ang pag-uusapan natin ngayon.

Ayon sa mga scientists mayroong dalawang uri ng stress. Eustress and
Distress.
Eustress is positive stress. Ito ang nararamdaman ng isang

dalaga kapag dumarating na ang kanyang manliligaw at may daladalang
flowers. Eustress din ang tawag sa stress na nararanasan ng mga nagwo-
work-out when they are doing their exercises. Ang mga athletes,
pagkatapos na ma-stress ang kanilang muscles, they rest para ma-repair
ang kanilang muscles. Kapag hindi sila nagpahinga, the stressed muscles
will be injured. When injury happens, yan ang distress.

Distress is the negative side of stress. Nakakaramdam ka na ng sakit ng
ulo, pagsakit ng tiyan, hindi na makatulog, di pa makakain. Distress
ang uri ng stress na nagreresulta sa kung ano-anong sakit tulad ng
hypertension, minsan nga ay emotional breakdown pa. Ano ba ang
pwede nating gawin para ang stress natin ay hindi maging distress?
Famous author and inspirational speaker, Dr. John Maxwell has the
following suggestions:

Don't be overly sensitive to criticism. Tanggapin na natin ang
katotohanang hindi natin kayang i-please ang lahat ng tao. Talagang
mayroong hindi aayon sa iyo kahit na napaka-noble ng iyong mga
intentions and motives. So when you receive criticisms, take it
constructively kung sensible ang criticism. If you think the criticism
is not objective, huwag na lang pansinin at ng hindi ka ma-distress.

Don't take too much pride in your achievements. Ang pride ay parang
uling, ginagatungan niyan ang distress. Ang taong proud ay mas lalong
nadi-distress dahil masyado niyang iniingatan ang kanyang achievement
at accomplishment. Minsan nga our achievements hinder us from
growing and learning kasi sinasabi natin sa ating sarili, aba may na-
accomplish na ko. Mas mahusay ako kaysa sa iba, hindi na nila ko
pwedeng turuan. Ang lungkot ng buhay kapag naging ganyang ang
attitude natin.


Don't harbor jealousy over the achievement of others. Ang taong
mainggitin madalas ding madistress, kasi nga totoo namang mayroong
mas higit kaysa sa atin. Natural ang iba ay maaaring magkaroon ng
achievements na wala tayo di ba. Instead of being jealous or envious,
let's learn to rejoice in the successes of others. Malay mo malibre ka
pa bogchi dahil nakikigalak ka sa kanilang tagumpay, di ba?

Don't focus on your weaknesses and inadequacies. Ang sugat kapag
mas lalo mong kinalikot mas lalong lalala at baka maimpeksyon. The more
you focus on your weaknesses and inadequacies the bigger the
tendency of wallowing in self-pity. While it is important to
acknowledge your inadequacies, it is helpful to focus on your strengths and
capabilities.

One effective way of fighting distress is by counting our blessings . 
The good things which life brings. When we have grateful hearts, we will  always be reminded that we are too blessed to be stressed! Someone wrote that "The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.
 
The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything."


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Saturday, June 23, 2007

Latest Picts - Princess and I






Bullet Out


Friday 22nd June 2007

I must have slept for few hours before I was woken up first with my bad nose than just before I was just about to knocked out again ... an urgent call from Catwoman. Like a terrible disaster had just happened. In the final analysis the only way to solve the problem was for her to come down to Woodlands yet again.

Lack of finance force her to come down in a cab. FINALLY, did her printing in BLUE!! I cooked lunch and toasted bread. Catwoman left and I took another 2 more panadol for my cold and back and neck ache. But at 7pm I went out with Princess recapping of that "OUTRAGE" incident. It's not your fault Princess. I guess its just THAT animal in them. .... some are just more dangerous than others. I would like to thank all my "Babies" for your concern and comfort that you have given me through out the course of my turmoil. Even though this is just the tip of the iceberg. I know I can pull through these hard and trying times.

Came home cooked dinner. We had a wonderful home cooked dinner. Gosh!! I miss that so much. Princess downloaded all the pictures from the picnic she had at the Botanical Gardens with C.H.A.T.S. I noted that her photography skills have improved tremendously. (Do check it out on her blog).

Today is also the day they were going to operate on Nic for a gun shot wound. I was so worried its freaking me out despite of the doctor's assurance. To God be the Glory, the operation has been successfully done without any harm on his leg. The bullet has been removed and his leg is safe. He is sleeping with a much needed rest.

Saturday 23rd June 2007

Today Princess is out doing more research and I hope she gets to interview the person she is hoping to get something for her assignment. Plus its the 2nd launching of the SleeQ's album. I am so suuuuuperrrrrrrrr proud our you guys and thanks for the special message on your album cover.

Nic you just hang in there ok. Princess and I will be waiting for you.



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Brain Cells

Thursday 21st June 2007
 
Catwoman just coming back from her diving trip immediately following a chalet stay following a long headache of assignment.
 
After much persuasion and out of no choice at all she had to come down to Woodlands!!  Yippee!!  I almost forgot what's it like to do assignment!  The last assignment was Princess .... and that she did most of the leg work.
 
The minute she walked in .... all we did was to catch up on what's been happening.  This was great as its been ages since I last saw her.
 
Princess came home with Hotty in the early evening and by 23:00 we were all hungry and Catwoman ordered Mc Donalds for all of us.  We ate hungrily while watching "Prison Break 2" on telly.  But we pushed on grinding the books.  Catwoman taking short power naps.  By the time we were done .... it was close to 4am!!  Catwoman had to take a cab home PLUS MID NIGHT CHARGE ... sorry dear but I'm a little short myself :)
 
I was feeling soooo hot I needed a shower .... what a time for the heater to go bust!!  Ok.  So the cold shower ain't all that bad.


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Out with Mum

From 15th till the 19th June I spent the days at my mother's domain in Jurong.  Bringing her out doing nothing except eat, watch movie after movie after movie!!
 
Tuesday, 19th June 2007
 
Bought grocery for Woodlands which should last us for at least a week or so.  I guess depending on how often we eat at home.  For the next few months Princess and I need to tighten our belt.  Once we arrived at Woodlands my mum and I rested for a bit put the grocery aside.  We then went to Swenson for a late lunch with Princess, my mum and me.
 
We really gorge ourselves down like it was our last meal!!  It was great just to go out with mum and Princess.  Hung around Causeway for awhile before taking a cab back to the Princess's domain.  Mum could not stay any longer as she had to babysit her grandchildren - the Logan's.  So I took her home and went back to Woodlands.
 
Princess and I caught up with the latest happenings in around her very BEING!  Thank you Cinderella, Eumura ..... among my other "Babies".  I'm glad you guys were there for Princess.  NEXT TIME CALL Princess ok.


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A Doctor's Pledge

An oath kept, a promise fulfilled.
 
Hippocratic Oath—Modern Version

I swear to fulfill, to the best of my ability and judgment, this covenant:

I will respect the hard-won scientific gains of those physicians in whose steps I walk, and gladly share such knowledge as is mine with those who are to follow.

I will apply, for the benefit of the sick, all measures [that] are required, avoiding those twin traps of overtreatment and therapeutic nihilism.

I will remember that there is art to medicine as well as science, and that warmth, sympathy, and understanding may outweigh the surgeon's knife or the chemist's drug.

I will not be ashamed to say "I know not," nor will I fail to call in my colleagues when the skills of another are needed for a patient's recovery.

I will respect the privacy of my patients, for their problems are not disclosed to me that the world may know. Most especially must I tread with care in matters of life and death. If it is given me to save a life, all thanks. But it may also be within my power to take a life; this awesome responsibility must be faced with great humbleness and awareness of my own frailty. Above all, I must not play at God.

I will remember that I do not treat a fever chart, a cancerous growth, but a sick human being, whose illness may affect the person's family and economic stability. My responsibility includes these related problems, if I am to care adequately for the sick.

I will prevent disease whenever I can, for prevention is preferable to cure.

I will remember that I remain a member of society, with special obligations to all my fellow human beings, those sound of mind and body as well as the infirm.

If I do not violate this oath, may I enjoy life and art, respected while I live and remembered with affection thereafter. May I always act so as to preserve the finest traditions of my calling and may I long experience the joy of healing those who seek my help.


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A Ray of Light


In a country reeked in corruption where there is no one you can trust. Be it a commoner or an official. Where life is cheap and people use God's name in vain. All hope is lost. More greens are required to maintain the one I love alive. But I have none to spare.
Princess's domain sold.
Dues to pay.
Why must this happen? Why did Nic had to go there in the first place? But he wanted to complete some transactions and it was inevitable that the journey was unavoidable.
An angel in disguise as a man. A doctor whose objective is to save lives. ... He did just that!! Though it is in his best interest, out of kindness he sacrifice what belongs to him to keep a stranger a life. How can I repay him? Only the Almighty God can repay his kindness.
Thank You so very much .... erm .... I would put in your picture for all to see if I have one :)
You have my word doctor that I will certainly do my part.
More good news??
Well, I'll be starting in a new job soon come this July. An Equestrian company in Woodlands. Isn't that great!!
Things are certainly looking up. Most importantly .... Never Loose Hope for there is a reason for everything that happens.

Abidjan

Abidjan is the largest city and former capital of Côte d'Ivoire. It is the commercial and banking center of Côte d'Ivoire as well as the de facto capital. (Yamoussoukro is the official capital.) It stands in Ébrié Lagoon on several converging peninsulas and islands, connected by bridges. There are an estimated 4 to 5 million inhabitants in the metropolitan area.[citation needed]

 

The city is a study in contrasts. On one hand the city is hot and humid, congested and full of street hawkers. On the other hand, Abidjan is referred to as the "Paris of West Africa" because of its parks, broad boulevards, universities, exotic fashions and museums. Neighborhoods include Cocody, an upscale residential area located east of the modern business district, and Treichville, located southward on Petit-Bassam Island, with its busy traditional market. Banco National Park lies north of the city. Abidjan harbors numerous government departments.

 

It is also the hub of the national road system and the terminus of the Abidjan-Niger Railway, which extends northward into Burkina Faso.

 

Because of the Ivorian Civil War, insecurity in Abidjan has risen, with some riots targeting foreigners as well as a sharp increase in criminality. Once one of the wealthiest and most peaceful cities in Africa, Abidjan is now considered one of the most dangerous cities on the continent.



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Running Away

Monday, 11th June 2007,
 
Dreams were robbed at 23:19 hrs as I had blogged.
 
Tuesday, 12 th June 2007
 
I desparately wanting to run away from painful thoughts and reality.  I was moving around like a headless person!  So Princess and I decided to paint the town red.
 
We headed for Orchard and watched a late movie Ocean 13.  Left early window shopped a little.  Sat by the side walk cafe while waiting for Hotty.  The movie was absolutely fantastic!!  Its a MUST watch.
 
After the movie we went to Meastro Bistro for supper ( you can take a look at the pictures on Princess's blog)
 
The night ended very silently .....
 

Plot summary for
Ocean's Thirteen

The last time we saw Danny Ocean's crew, they were paying back ruthless casino mogul Terry Benedict after stealing millions from him. However, it's been a while since they've come back together, which is all about to change. When one of their own, Reuben Tishkoff builds a hotel with known casino owner Willy Banks, the last thing he ever wanted was to get cut out of the deal personally by the loathsome Banks. Banks' attitude even goes so far as to finding the amusement in Tishkoff's misfortune when the double crossing lands Reuben in the hospital because of a heart attack. However, Danny and his crew won't stand for Banks and what he's done to a friend. Uniting with their old enemy Benedict, who himself has a vendetta against Banks, the crew is out to pull off a major plan. One that will unfold on the night Banks' newest hot spot opens up, when the crew is out to bankrupt one of the city's most despised businessmen. But they're not in this for the money, but for the revenge.
 
 
 
 
 


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Relocate

Princess and I can't wait for Nic to come down to Singapore for good.  Both waiting in anticipation,
 
His flight details were all maped out:
 
I wanted to meet him to be at the airport to pick him up.
 
Departing: F Houphouet Boigny (ABJ),
Abidjan, Ivory Coast
21:55 Sun
 
Arriving: Terminal 2C, Charles De Gaulle (CDG),
Paris, France
06:20 Mon
 
Non-stop
Air France (AF 703) >
Aircraft type - 332
Connection: 06:20 Mon - 12:25 Mon
Change plane and terminal
 
 
From: Terminal 2C, Charles De Gaulle (CDG),
Paris, France
 
To: Terminal 1, Charles De Gaulle (CDG),
Paris, France
Stop-over duration: 6h05
 
Departing: Terminal 1, Charles De Gaulle (CDG),
Paris, France
12:25 Mon
 
Arriving: Terminal 2, Changi (SIN),
Singapore, Singapore
07:00 Tue
 
Non-stop
Singapore Airlines (SQ 333) >
Aircraft type - 77W
 


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My Saviour

During my emotional turmoil a most unlikely person walked into my life.  Gallantly strolling in on Tuesday April 24th at 19:07hrs.  I was shocked and stunned.  He came at a time when my life was the shallowest.  It wasn't long before we became good friends.  In desparation .... it was a wirl wind romance and I jumped with both feet in.  Yes, I am on a rebound but ya it did take time.   Where this will take me I do not know?  What strength I have I will give it all that I have.
 
Who is this person??  Let me introduce to you .... 
 


Nicolas Watford and he is from  USA specifically in Seattle, Washington State. He studied in Columbia University in the City of New York and right there he had his Master's Degree in mathematics for 10 years ago. He is a man with one world because he has no parents and to go straight to the point his parents are no more and he is the only son. 
  
His parents came from different backgrounds his Dad is an American citizen and my lovely Mum is from India and you can say that he is of mixed race. You may ask why didn't he use his degree but he had a great reason for that.  He is a talented man that can do all by God's grace.  What he did flowed into his dad's business. 

Polygamous & My Opinion

Polygamous does it really work?
 
Many have asked this of me since the time I had known that Jazzmann was tied which was in the last two years of our relationship.  This is my opinion.
 
Living in a cosmopolitan society and sometime surrounded by peer pressure things may not go into ones favour.  So we act upon impulse and what we want .... this doesn't necessarily be what we yearn for.
 
My opinion is Yes, it can work IF YOU MAKE IT WORK.  I think in cases like this is just tolerance.
 
I know of someone who is a second wife with a child.  They met in Paris, got married in the UK and it was blissful.  She gave birth to a beautiful daughter.   After awhile the Hubby dropped the bomb on her .... only then did she knew that he IS married with 8 children!!  He went to the Middle-east to work.  There he stayed under ONE ROOF with both wives and children.
 
I had the pleasure of staying with them whilst I was in Jeddah.  She was telling me that they shared everything and the housework was lighter as they did helped each other.  One week each.  The only akwardness that each felt that there was a lack of privacy since they are under one roof.  First wife would observe how second wife smootch and would try and follow suit.  Which I thought it was a little dumb because each person show their affection a different way.  Nevertheless, they are still together and still living under one roof .... only they have shifted to a bigger place.
 
My own mother knows someone who is married with three wives.  Only in this particular case the first wife seems to appear a little aloof and don't quite see eye to eye with the second and third wife.  So they go about their business separately.  However, the second and third wives get along well with each other.  So whenever there is a family gathering of any occation he would proudly bring both his second and third wife.  What does this show??  That it is possible to live, tolerate, forgive.
 
In the NEWPAPER recently, a wife recommended the husband to marry another and another. The man ended up having 3 or 4 wives.  Following our Islamic religion that forbids sex outside marriage, and the guy manipulates the situation and brainwash the wives working to his advantage.  In the end the daughters ended up being the victim!
 
The mother ACTUALLY allowed their daughters to have sex by the father???!!!!! Allowing incest union!!
 
Islam approves to a man marry 4 wives. But there's rules to abide. 
 

Under Muslim law a man is allowed up to four wives but he must be able to show that he can treat each woman equally and provide a separate home for each one. At present it's believed there are 300 polygamous families living in the UK.

If polygamous marriages are recognised under British law, polyandry – where women can have more than one husband – could also become law under our equal rights legislation.

 

This is also for the mormons who can marry up to five wives. .... But for a woman to have more than one husband .... well, that is not heard off.  Perhaps its because no matter how much equal rights we fight for ... the women always seems to be of the weaker sex.

 

So get along with each other is still tolerant, forgive, communication.

 

Jazzman's own blood took up the responsibility of having two wives.



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Jazzmann & ME

Sorry folks but I have been busy so have been kind of lost touch.  As promise this is my story to share as you have shared your pain and sufferings with me.  This is via email cause of some hick-cups I have been experiencing.  Whatever I write here is ONLY from my stand point with some excerpts from your own words.
 
I met Jazzmann aka Fauzi on the net just like some of you.  So each not knowing of the other.   First I'd like to thank you for sharing with me your pain and sufferings while you were with Fauzi.  That in itself gave me the encouragement that I am not alone in this.  Thank you also for all your tags I much appreciated.
 
Though I know how anger can easily consume us filling our hearts with hatred and revenge.  Let's try to be civil with each other and let bygones be bygones.  The reason why Fauzi can have multiple partners is because he NEVER had a care or concern in his heart.  So it was quite easy for him to conveniently lie to us.  Like all of you I too was taken in by his sweet words and his always knowing how to give you romantic surprises, his show of care and concern and thoughtful gifts.  Funny, that some of his romantic poems .... sharing with the SAME girls!!  Which we all found out later.  Now, we can just laugh at it.  ha ha.  
 
All of you have read on my blog how Apple Blossom got over him .... 9 months is long and torturing.  I just want to be as strong as Chomelanggun or any of you.
 
I don't know who ----- you are.  As you only left ---- mark on my tag but I can make a guess.  I have seen your pictures with Jazzmann, you are ever so beautiful with long straight hair.  Gosh!!  You are a million times prettier than me!!  Don't let anger consume you ya.
 
It was only after 5 years and 10 months that Fauzi admitted that there was no care or concern .... he did it because he had to.  Shocked and stunned.  But ya my Baby Princess his own blood kept me together.  This was just a day before the operation.  I am soooooooo grateful for you baby for being there for me.
 
I use to have a tight fist but the more I prayed I began to loose the tight fist.  As Jazzmann would always tell Princess and I ... HAVE A POSITIVE ATTITUDE TOWARDS LIFE AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HAPPY!  I know this is true though sometimes its hard as its only through natural course of our lives that sometime cloud our mind with doubt.
 
For whatever reasons Fauzi gives each of us girls. .... lets just forgive each other and move on.  They say a leopard doesn't change its spots .... but there is also a saying that once a thief not always a thief.  A person can turn into a new leaf for better.
 
Fauzi is a man with three children.  I never once believe that a man with three children can be TOTALLY heartless.  So he lies to us girls but he is a good responsible father.  Aishah and Fauzi are tied by marriage for whatever reasons he did doing what he had done .... I know not.  I want to believe he is a change person committed to his children and wife.  Perhaps all these current events have changed his attitude. .... though I have been told otherwise.  But I want to believe that its just a bad rumour.
 
Aishah wants to make the marriage work as much as Fauzi.   For better or worse, in sickness or in health till death takes them.  They have home and with that home can they make it better.  From what I experience communication is the key.  People always fight because of COMMUNICATION!
 
So TO ERR IS HUMAN BUT TO FORGIVE DIVINE. ERR means to go astray.  No one is perfect except God.  To err is human ... we are only human to commit sins BUT through that act we also hope to realise and to change all the wrongs into rights.


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Thursday, June 21, 2007

Six of Swords by Galendri

Hey Girl,
 
This one is for all the hard work and effort that you have put in this far!  Good for you.
 

Today's Card

 
The Six of Swords card suggests that your power today lies in transition
 
You have what you need and ARE willing to trust the process order to move on, seek refuge or new opportunity. YOU ARE NOT willing to remain where your perceptions are invalidated but being vulnerable you must rely on guidance to move in a new direction or trust that you can make it or be led to security and new hope.
 
'Wherever I go, there I am.' I am empowered by perseverance and your virtue is survival.


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Growing Up vs Growing Old by Cobra

Growing Up  vs.  Growing Old

I liked reading this short article from a friend. I hope you will, too.

 
 
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder.


I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being.

She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?"

I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze.

"Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked.

She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..."

"No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.

"I always dreamed of having a college education! and now I'm getting one!" she told me.

After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake.

We became instant friends every day for the next three months we would leave class together and talk nonstop. I was always mesmerized listening to this "time machine" as she shared her wisdom and experience with me.

Over the course of the year, Rose became a campus icon and she easily made friends wherever she went.

She loved to dress up and she reveled in the attention bestowed upon her from the other students. She was living it up.

At the end of the semester we invited Rose to speak at our football banquet.

I'll never forget what she taught us. She was introduced and stepped up to the podium. As she began to deliver her prepared speech, she dropped her three by five cards on the floor.

Frustrated and a little embarrassed she leaned into the microphone and simply said, "I'm sorry I'm so jittery!  I gave up beer for Lent and this whiskey is killing me! !   I'll never get my speech back in order so let me just tell you what I know."

As we laughed she cleared her throat and began, "We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing.

There are only four secrets to staying young... being happy, and achieving success. You have to laugh and find humor every day. You've got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die.

We have so many people walking around who are dead and don't even know it!

There is a huge difference between growing older and growing up.

If you are nineteen years old and lie in bed for one full year and don't do one productive thing, you will turn twenty years old.

 
If I am eighty-seven years old and stay in bed for a year and never do anything I will turn eighty-eight. Anybody can grow older. That doesn't take any talent or ability.

 
The idea is to grow up by always finding opportunity in change. Have no regrets.

The elderly usually don't have regrets for what we did, but rather for things we did not do. The only people who fear death are those with regrets."

She concluded her speech by courageously singing "The Rose."

She challenged each of us to study the lyrics and live them out in our daily lives.

At the year's end Rose finished the college degree she had begun all those years ago.

One week after graduation Rose died peacefully in her sleep.

Over two thousand college students attended her funeral in tribute to the wonderful woman who taught by example that it's never too late to be all you can possibly be.

When you finish reading this, please send this peaceful word of advice to your friends and family, they'll really enjoy it!

These words have been passed along in loving memory of ROSE.

REMEMBER, GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY.
GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL.
We make a Living by what we get,
We make a Life by what we give.

God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage.
If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it. 

" Good friends are like stars.........You don't always see them,
but you know they are always there."


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Thursday, June 14, 2007

Thank You

Like Princess said ...... allot has happen in a matter of few weeks which has turned to months.
 
I thank you all for your "WONDERFUL" comments on my tag.  I will tell my story in due course.  Be patient ya.  Inspired by a movie which Princess thought it a good idea to watch.  It was Baby. 
 
Its serves as a gentle reminder to us all on What is LOVE actually.
 
Thank you Princess for walking this journey with me.
 
I love you always through and through.


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Monday, June 11, 2007

Dreams Robbed

Early this morning I recieve more bad news and looks like all my dreams are being robbed by unsavoury characters which I will not go into detail.

There are no such thing as a fairy tale and that there are no short cuts in life. Its truly a blessing in disguise that I still have my job no matter how little the returns might be at least I'm with the people I love.

Please remember that I am praying for you always my Darling ok.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Knave of Chalices by Galendri

Whatever it is gal, go with your gut feelings .... it never fails!! 

 

 

Today's Card

 

 

The Knave of Chalices card suggests that your power today lies in trust. You are enthusiastic, open, and trusting about your new found feelings, capacity, passion, or hearts desire.

 

You wear your heart on your sleeve and you are happy when sharing or expressing pleases and connects you to the support, beauty, and love in others. You are empowered by attention and your gift is desire or epiphany.



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Friday, June 08, 2007

The Ring


Friday, 8th June



It's only now that I got to see the ring my Darling bought for me. Gosh!! I'm excited and overwhelmed by all these feelings. Maybe because no one had ever done anything like this for me!



Thank you Darling its soo beautiful. But the words and the promise that binds the ring that hold true AND THAT makes the ring priceless. I love you forever too dear.
Right now I can only pray that all will go well for you, me and our future.
The battle has just begun and a start of a new beginning!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Because of You My Heart Still Beats


My Dearest Darling,

I dedicate this song by Beyonce just for you. For without you I will be nothing except for the strength of my Princess. But with you by my side .... you complete me. I am now whole and have come full circle with Princess and you in my life. That is all I need. I thank God the Almighty for all that is given to me and us.

As you read my blog the song plays in the background. So in case you can't follow the words .... the lyrics are as follows.

Because of You My Heart Still Beats

You're holding me and i close my eyes
You're whispering and i start to cry
You feel so good, you're so beautiful
For as long as you live, don't let me go

Just hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me
reach for me and need me
If you could trust me and teach me,
never let go of me
because you're half of me, my heart still beats

Lookin' in the eyes, the eyes of love
I hold your face and i see the sun
and i taste your kiss, and you touch my soul
and i'm feeling things i never felt before

Just hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me
reach for me and need me
If you could trust me and teach me,
never let go of me
because you're half of me, my heart still beats

I am feeling what they call pure love
I never knew feelings like this could exsist inside of me
I am soaring, emotions exploding
I don't want to live another day if you're not here with me

Jus hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me
reach for me and need me
If you could trust me and teach me,
never let go of me
because you're half of me, my heart still beats

because you're half of me, my heart still beats

ohh my heart still beats

All I Need Is .......

Since you walked into my life when when my life was the shallowest and all seems dark.  You were a God sent at a time I was uncertain and unsure.....  You were and ARE my knight in shining armour.  You accepted me and those I love without contest.  Leaving your comfort zone and claiming me and US to be one.
 
All I Need

All I Need is
Your love to surround me like the air that I breathe.
All I Need is Your kiss to touch me as gentle as a breeze.
All I Need is Your touch as tender as that of a child.
All I Need is Your hug is as warm, meek, and mild.
All I Need is for Each day we grow older and its plain to see,
The love that you give me is all that I need.
 
Just remember that what God Giveth God Taketh.  Material wealth is someting we all can work for.  It may be hard but at least we have each other.  To me you are all the wealthe that I need.....  Ooops ... btw .... you still got to propose to me one more time k :)   {I'm being cheeky here;) }
 
Love Spell

Every time I look at you
my heart skips a beat
I wonder if you know, my love,
that my heart is at your feet
I leave it there for you to do
whatever that you wish
You could take my heart,
and love me,
Or just leave me in this bliss.
 
Thank your kind words after my operation.  Sorry I didn't tell you earlier.  Fear stopped me I guess and I was wrong.  Thank you for taking my heart into your hand.  For that I love you more and more as each day passes us by.

Sun Rise

The grey began to fade,
As the colours filled the sky,

The chill began to warm,
As the sun began to rise.

A lost girl found direction,
As the eastern orb rose high,
The dark sky turned to blue,
Like the colour of your eyes
(ok NOT your colour but.... nevertheless ....  ;).

Dark turned to light,
Grey turned to blue,
Lost became found,
That's when I found you.
(but I always like to think we found each other)
 
Your Sweetheart Forever
With all of my love ....
hugs and kisses


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Cloud Nine

Thursday, 7th June
 
Its already been a couple of days that Chomelanggun left home in search for some fortune.  Princess and I are already missing her.  :(  The long chats, watching Lord of the Rings marathon for every time we feel restless, midnight snacks.
 
Princess's next assignment is more challenging than the previous one.  The topic she chose was close to her heart and I've confident that she'll do well as she had done so in her previous assignment.
 
Yesterday, was the first time my Darling and I spoke for along time .... without realising the time.  Gosh!!  I so miss you and can't wait to be in your arms.  Please be safe for money is useless if you are not by my side for without you I am almost nothing.
 
He was eager to show me the engagement ring as Princess and I day dream of a wedding made in heaven!  What a bliss!!  But its only a dream.  Will it be a reality?  I guess only time will tell.
 
Yesterday, Princess and I listened to the CD which she just received from Flame.  Special note inside out cases.  Thank you boyz.  Love the songs and you people are so talented and very lucky.  Good luck for all your future endeavours. ... erm .... don't forget us in your success ya.


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Princess's Day Out

Sunday, 3rd June
 
Today Princess said that its all over and I need to get a breather .... which was Waaaaayyyyyy overdue!  Well, Cinderella came knocking at the door and I wished her a Happy 17th Birthday! - Yeah, you can read about that on Princess's blog.
 
But for my part ... I think Cinderella's look as change but I was not surprised as Princess had already warned me earlier.  Wondering if she has really changed internally but for that I guess only time will tell.  As time past by .... I've seen so many of the Evigian babies changing as they grow into young adolescents.
 
Went to Flame's debut album launch which was a success and I'm so proud of the "Ghetto" boyz.  Looks was given to Princess who knew OF her and all they could do was to watch with envy and if their green eyes working could kill it would have already done so.  Those around her observing her with hawk green eyes.  Observing her every move.  But Princess being the Princess that she is acted with cool airs ... as ONLY she knows better and those who are close will know the truth..... Gosh!!  If they only knew  :)
 
She came home happy and smiling and I am happy that she is happy.
 


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Rainbow Colours .... Dashed

Saturday, 2nd June
 
Men!!  What do they want from us?  Is it cause they know and are aware that we will forever be with them that they take things for granted??  Don't they know we have feelings and needs too??  Just because we understand their needs that should not give them an excuse to us like ... "its ok. she's easy to please.  she'll understand."
 
Aaaaargh!!  Though this is so wrong and yet its happening all around.  Princess expectation for the day was dashed and she hibernates another day. 
 
Chomelanggun has some internal issues which needed to be settle with kinfolks as I do too.  Hhmmm trying to avoid any unpleasantness.  But yeah, I know its wrong for me not to call them.  I will do that soon.  But I'm ok and recovering I should be back to work soon.
 
More sleep for US treos, more video watching, more eating.  I'm so tired of being bored .... yet there is nothing much I can do.
 


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The Proposal

Friday, 1st June
 
Till this day all I receive was news that my Darling was doing well and working hard.  Chomelanggun was also having a tiff with her other half and Princess was hibernating.  But she was eager to look forward to the weekend as she picture herself painting the town red and brightly lit colours.
 
Princess was great being a "Little Missy" dressing my wound and making sure that the wound is ok.  I'm so grateful for her and Chomelanggun keeping close to the doctor's recommendations of diet.  Both pampering me like a Queen!!
 
Somewhere in the evening while I was in the loo taking a crap there was a call on my cell .... "Oi!  Your BF is on the line.  Urgent!  Urgent!"  I was wondering what is so urgent and if he could called back later ... but since the knocking was with such urgency I could not refuse the call and I took it.
 
"I've got something to tell you which I could not contain any longer but I'm afraid of your answer."  There was a long silence on both sides. "Erm .."  I persuaded him to tell me what was it that was in his heart. "Maybe I should just email you."  He finally said.
 
I said "What?"  with cringing eyebrows.  "No.  I do not want you to email me, I want to hear it from the horse's mouth!"  My voice was slightly raised and wish I had not done so.  But you must realise that I was in an uncomfortable position where Mr Brown is just knocking at the door (meaning I'm half way taking a crap!)
 
He finally uttered the words "Will you marry me?"  I was so stunt that I just could not believe my ears.  I just stared at the phone with mouth gaping speechlessly.  "Are you still there?"  He asked quietly.  A slow "Yes, I'm still here." was all I could muster.  "So, will you marry me?"  He repeated the question.
 
In all of my excitement in disbelief "Yes, I will marry you my Darling."  I must have repeated that about three times!!  I can hear his excitement over the other side.  I hung up and shouted with excitement too.
 
I finally came out of the bathroom and told them that he proposed to me and I said yes.  I was on cloud nine and was in dream like.  I could not think straight for the next couple of days.  Much less sleep!
 
All I could pray now that all will go well and that Princess will once again rejoice as I wish the same for Chomelanggun.
 
 
 


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