Search for a Lost One

Wednesday, 30th May

 

For the past few days all I've ben doing was to eat, sleep, watch telly, receiving news from my Darling, Princess my faithful companion accompanied me along with Chomelanggun.  But today was the day I went back to the Woods.

 

Both mother and daughter came to fetch me and they stayed a bit watching a comedy movie and a little of MTV .... Princess all time fave channel.  I showered while they packed some necessary stuff and we called a cab and by the time we got back was about 9pm plus.  I miss the place soooo much its unbelievable!!  My Batman bedroom.  I rested for a little while Princess caught up with me on some news that has been happening lately.

 

A call from Mr Irreplaceable's mum and bro .... apparently not realising the seriousness of the matter which angered us after the fact. *sighs* ...

 

Not feeling all that great but concern took over my energy and US the treos prepared for our search.  Princess called him about a million times to no avail, we called all his friends but no one knew his whereabouts, we sms him all sorts of last altimatim ..... but was unsuccessful.

 

We started first with the school grounds hoping that there might be the school care taker or security.  But there was none.  We search his normal haunts but he was nowhere to found. .... Finally he replied to Princess's plea and called back.  By than our emotions overwelmed us.  With hot steaming tears falling unctrollably trying her best to hide it.  But we know her better.

 

We went home trying to rationalise the event - but nothing rational came to mind.  I was totally speechless when I spoke to him as I could not find any words ... kind nor harsh. 

 

As usual we each went to our own bedding trying our best to sleep it off.  Princess found it the hardest.  I know how you are hurting baby and I share what you feel.  Try and rest your head baby for this is only the beginning of a new battle for ALL of us.

 

Take care k and I love you always as you Love me.  These three words you uttered when I was recovering were the words that gave me strength as I hope that these very words will strengthen you for there are others that LOVE YOU too baby.

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Predestined

Friday, 25th May

 

The day I was discharge.  My dad came to fetch me after his Friday prayers.  He went down to the pharmacy to buy the dressing sets, saline, cotton wool, tagaderm plaster.  I was already missing The Woods.

 

But I guess the right thing to do now was to "spread" my visits.  Starting with my Dad .... so went to LP and my cousin KJ was there to accompany me while my Dad go get Mama.  It seems it was ages since I've met her and we know we share some "things" in common.  I poured my heart out.  My eyes ended up looking like a red Goldfish!  But I was glad of her company and that was all out of my system.

 

Though .... how can I forget the past?  Only words from my Princess and Darling that kept me going and talking about the future helps me allot .... more than one will ever know.  Right now all I want is to make my Princess happy ... and as my Baby Princess tells me its about high time I MAKE MYSELF happy too.

 

Princess and I may not be tied by blood but we are tied by other forces .... adventure through the course of part of our lives since we knew each other.  I suppose its predestined and fate brought my Darling to me.  I thank Allah the Almighty for that. 

 

 

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The Aftermath

Thursday, 24th May

 

In the morning I had to ask for a Comot and later by noon I insisted I wanted to walk to the bathroom myself.  So I had a Health Care Assistant to accompany me.

 

I rested most of the time that day and was feeling restless and can't do much.  But I walked anyways.  Princess came in the night and we talked about school.  Her new class ..... Public Relations.

 

Next,Public Relation.  Princess first lecture was last week and the lecturer is Kristy,a journalist from China.  Her pronounciation of words in English is tormenting the whole class!  But she's very maple.  So far, Princess absolutely love this module! - "ya noe, so oh-my-thang.Hah!" Lectures won't be as boring cause this time, Princess sitting beside Yunee and Sherwin (the most happening ones in class!).  ... you can read more on the Princess's blog. 

 

After awhile she left the room was silent without her. *sighs*  I so can't wait going back to Woodlands!  But I promise my dad that I'll go back to Lakepoint when I'm discharge that will be the very next day!

 

Luisi saw me off and on .... hounding me about my past blah blah blah.  Its for this very reason that I reluctant want to tell my family anything!!  Despite of their good intentions.

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The Operation

Wednesday, 23rd May

 

Today was the day of the operation and I was anxious and scary.  I fasted the night before and in the morning they prep me with the last blood test and saline drip with God knows only what cocktail mixture in it.  Reading encouraging words from old emial from my Darling calmed me down.  Though I was guilty of not telling him about the Opeation.

 

15:00 sharp they wheeled me in on the 3rd floor.  While waiting for the consultant.  They checked my IV making sure its in working condition.  They basically run down on what's going to happen.

 

They were not pleased with the position of the IV and wanted to do another one perhaps at my leg or somewhere else.  I immediately struggle with what strength I have and they hated me for it.  Out of impatience they put me under as quickly as poassible ...... Gosh!!  This is the worst horrible team I've come across!!

 

Cholecystectomy For gall bladder removal

Cholecystectomy is the operation for removal of the gall bladder. Traditionally the surgery is carried out through an incision in the right side of the upper abdomen. More recently the surgery has been carried out through a laparoscope employing 3 or 4 small incisions. Which they successfully did on me.  Where the stone was as big as my thumb.  The doctor teased me later that I could make a pendant out of it!!   Anatomy and Physiology   The gall bladder is a small pear shaped organ located beneath the liver in the right side of the upper abdomen.

 

Finally went all was over and I finally awoke ..... I had to touch the first human face to make sure I was not dreaming.  I was searching for familiar faces.  I saw Catwoaman, my dad and the rest.  My dad and Catwoman took turns feeding me.

 

The nurses monitored me closely that night.  After awhile they jabbed me again and I was completely knocked out!

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My Vice

Tuesday, 22nd May

 

On this day I waited for Princess impatiently and I knew she was coming with Mr Band.

 

On this day I was disheartened by what Jazzmann wrote to me.  It was the harshes things I've ever read from him.  I was so crying my eyes out ..... and didn't know what to do.

 

Its been ages since I've had a killer puff and I was so dying for one.  She finallhy came I met her downstairs in Princess's black jacket zipped till the top.  I told her what Jazzmann wrote and we talked about it and she held me even tighter telling me and reassuring me me not to give up for there are other people who cares.

 

I so love you Princess.  I so love you my Darling toooo.

 

Finally I had my puff and was a little calmed down.  Princess and company left and I went back to my bed after lights out.  It was quiet though there are few long term "patients".  I suppose they stay there cause there is noone to take care of them.  Its almost like the movie "Outsiders".  Even an old lady can become a mafia!!  Though this is the first hospital where I've come across such funny patients!!

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