Yup, up to this very point I still can't forget it and yes I still do have feelings for him. What happen on March 8th is a sudden shock to me.
As you can tell I'm not well and I've been sick and getting sicker. I don't much care anymore.
Yes, Ido believe that things happen for reason. I was hoping that we all could come full circle.
But when he left us - March 8th. Princess and I cried. Most often I cried alone. How can I forget? Its not the suffering so much as to me my sacrifices was part of my duty when you loving someone. I never dreamt that it will ever be like this.
But ..... it is and now my depression and hurt is a process. Yes, I also pray for the best for him. May his new found love is EVERYTHING he is looking for.
I am way toooo tired to compete with his other girls. I'm just warn out. I've nothing left in me now besides the emptiness he use to fill.
I have no beauty, no feminity, not demure, not intelligent, not highly educated, not rich. ..... I have nothing to offer after I've given him EVERYTHING! .... my heart, my soul and my toil.
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